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Friday, October 10, 2003
Got this nemo quiz from "C H A M E L E O N" blog =p
And guess what, I'm the little NEMO... gggeeeesssss.... believe it or not? hehehe I'm a good boy :) Like Nemo, but naugthy some how =p

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Posted at 11:20:08 pm by fReaKz
Originally created or wrote by: fReaKz ( the blog webmaster )
Title: The darkness life... my life...
I’m sitting here in my room,
Looking out the window,
The dark sky, without moon and stars,
Thinking,
How far have I gone?
So much times I had spend,
So many days I had gone through,
So many things I did …
I was wondering,
My life is actually empty,
Feel like the day without sun,
Sunshine,
Where is the love?
The love that everybody should get,
The love that everybody should feel,
Where am I now?
What am I doing?
The same questions over and over again,
I might be happy in some way,
But my life is full with sadness,
I tried to be the best human being,
But I’m just a small and weak god creation,
Who can only do what I can do,
I tried to be the best son of my family,
All I can do I – do the best for them,
Do the best for my life,
Do the best for who I am,
Sometimes,
I’m angry with myself,
Keep asking myself,
Why me…
Inside my heart,
I say – god must be crazy,
But …
I’m just god creation,
Face all things come to me,
I believe,
There must be something that god want to show me,
Meaning of life…
I don’t know what to do,
keep on searching the way,
The way of my life,
My darkness life…
My life…
Listening to: Dewa ( indonesian group )
Songs: Aku Cinta Kau Dan Dia

Aku Cinta Kau Dan Dia (i love you and her)
Hancur hatiku mengenang dikau (my heart break thinking of you)
Menjadi keping-keping setelah kau pergi (my heart breaking into peaces when you gone)
Tinggalkan kasih sayang (leave me with the love)
Yang pernah singgah antara kita (love that both of us feel before)
Masihkah ada sayang itu (is there anymore love)
Memang salahku, yang tak pernah bisa (its my mistake, who is never)
Meninggalkan dirinya 'tuk bersama kamu (leave her for you)
Walau 'tuk terus bersama (although to be all time with her)
Kan ada hati yang 'kan terluka (there will be paintful heart)
Dan ku tahu kau tak mau (and i know you dont want it)
Sekali lagi maafkanlah (once again, im sorry)
Karena ku cinta kau dan dia (because i love you and her)
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa (im sorry, i can't)
Tinggalkan dirinya (leave her)
Mungkin tak mungkin 'tuk terus bersama (maybe we can be together)
Jalani semua cinta yang tlah dijalani (go along the love we been through)
Tapi bila itu yang (but when you want)
Kau pikir yang terbaik untukmu (you think what is the best for you)
Bahagiaku untuk dirimu (im happy for you)
Simpan sisa sisa cerita cinta berdua (keep all our love story)
Walau tak tersisa cerita cinta berdua (althought we dont have any)
Still love her in my mind
Still love her forever
*translated by my Indonesian friends
Listening to: Padi (indonesian group)
Song: Kasih Tak Sampai
Indah .. terasa indah
Bila kita terbuai dalam alunan cinta
Sedapat mungkin terciptakan rasa
Keinginan saling memiliki
Namun bila itu semua
Dapat terwujud dalam satu ikatan cinta
Tak semudah seperti yang terbayang
Menyatukan perasaan kita ...
Tetaplah menjadi bintang di langit
Agar cinta kita akan abadi
Biarlah sinarmu tetap menyinari alam ini
Agar menjadi saksi cinta kita
berdua ... berdua ...
Sudah .. terlambat sudah
Kini semua harus berakhir
Mungkin inilah jalan yang terbaik
Dan kita mesti relakan kenyataan .. ini
Menjadi saksi kita berdua ...
Posted at 11:01:48 pm by fReaKz
You will not be able to see Twin Towers (KLCC) again...
I woke up around 10am today, took my shower, then breakfast.
Turn on the laptop and get connected, I look out the window, and see around. What a suprised, I cant see half of the Twin Towers KLCC, part of it gone! Gosh.. Actually, the heavy cloud blocking the upper part of Twin Towers hehehe... here's the pics (took with my canon ixus v3)
At the moment, im chatting with my friend - shepy. She got a new blog, and it is so nice :) She's actually teching me how to make the big word on top of her blog, really helpful, credit given to her! Keep up the good work Shepy!
Will show my new banner later when Im done with it :D
Posted at 1:39:56 pm by fReaKz
Thursday, October 09, 2003
Answer and playing around with some quiz'es...
Which i got the link from my good friend blog ( blifme )...
Thanks blifme!
Tried one quiz, about KISS, and this is my result (cool ey!) :-

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!
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This is about "What X-MEN i am"

You are Wolverine! A loner by nature, you feel uncomfortable when
around those you don't know and even those you
do. You are awkward when it comes to
relationships, but fiercely loyal to those you
love.
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Posted at 9:39:45 pm by fReaKz
Listening to: Delta Goodrem - Innocent Eyes, Not Me Not I, and Lost Without You.
[such a nice song, and she is pretty too]
Programming C++ class was alright, done so many questions today.
Then I had my Malaysian Studies Test, 40 questions - multiple choice... it was great, easy :)
The test start at 3:30pm and i manage to finished the test for 30 minutes. The test suppose end at 5pm =p
So, me and friends finished early, but still we can't go home early. Have to wait for the bus to fetch us at 5pm - to the STAR LRT station (train).
I arrived home as usual, around 6pm, then took my dinner, bath and seat infront my laptop :)
My laptop is some sort my bestfriends, also my digicam and mobile :) We spended out time almost all the time,week,day, not year yet :)
The wheather in KL lately is not that good, sunshine and very hot in day time, but windy, cloudy and raining evening time.
At the moment, im chatting with my good friend, also known as my chay-chay (sister) :) We were talking about domain and hosting. We have something similar anyway, both of us likes web design, internet, computer, etc. And we have the same camera too =p cool ey...
Ok then, i wanted to continue doing my work. Have no test for tomorrow. My last paper is next week monday.
Cheers...
Posted at 7:57:20 pm by fReaKz
I love sunset! In big city or near the beach :)
This was taken by using my Canon Ixus V3, 9/10/2003 at 7:30pm, view from my room (condominium level 9). Great picture I believe :) Give comment please...

Posted at 7:30:35 pm by fReaKz
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
I finished 1 paper today. Well actually its a test only. Not the final exam. Yet, it still carry marks for the internal mark. So many comments about this, chapter 1 - 8 of System analysis and design, not all come out. Its like only 2-4 chapters were out. I havent check the questions yet, so basically 2-4 chapter out of 8. The test only took 1 1/2 hours, but all of the student cant even finished it on time, we suppose to answer 6 questions out of 7 questions. To bad for us.... and the questions are 50% hard for us. The lecturer really good in confusing the student. Gosh!
Then having my Malaysian Studies class.. it was boring. All the history stuff. Yaiks! feel like learning the history subject when i was in secondary school :p While the lecturer giving lecture about Malaysia Education System, i played with my handphone, took some picture using my mobile cam :) Thats it for today. Gonna have Malaysian Studies Test tomorrow... yaiks!
Subject: Malaysian Studies LAN 1003
Location: Aud 1 (Lecture Theather)
Duration of class: 2 hours
Number of student: 150 (3 intake)

Posted at 7:23:00 pm by fReaKz
Monday, October 06, 2003
Having a bad day today... Its raining and cloudy in Kuala Lumpur. Bad Weather...
Hardly to see KLCC from my house :(
But then, Im so happy today, one of my good friend in Miri got her blog up too.
It was really nice.. pink in color, what i like the move is, she is not out of the
concept. She playing good with the color to make her blog look nice. Very
simple, clear, and good content too. That's cool!
Posted at 8:34:58 pm by fReaKz
The day before and today :)
I didnt do much things last weekend. Just study abit, and memorize some
keywords and terms. As usual im bored again and again. Never felt this
bored before.
I was so happy that day, atlast I communicate with my long lasting friends
through email. She got a nice blog too :) Lisa is one of my good friend while
i was in Curtin University. Until now she still a good friend of mine. Very
funny, and cute girl. Always chill and cheer up other people. She likes purple
very much. I admire the way she THINK. Very logic, strong opinion, and etc.
And now, I got her mail, and we started to talk to each other after i leave miri.
I woke up at 11am this morning, and skip my Monday classes. Hehehehe Im
naugthy again huh! Yea feel lazy to go to class. Will go tomorrow. So i watched
this movie call FREDDY Vs. JASON, before im online :) I still prefered the old
time Freddy Nightmare drama series in TV. I watched this before long time ago,
when im still a kid, where this FRERRY scare me alot man, but still im watching
it :P Tell all people the truth, that movie is BORING. Its some sort like "Scary
Movie", "I know what you did last summer", and etc. Kelly Rowland from Destiny
Childs also act in this money. So guys, it is not worth to watch this movie in
cinema. If you can get cheap VCD/DVD then its ok. Or just watch the trailer.
Will give this movie 1/10 stars:
Ok then, enough of FREDDY NIGHTMARE, im going to do something after
this, need to finish up my website. Till I see the readers again. Chow mate!
Posted at 12:51:54 pm by fReaKz
Saturday, October 04, 2003
Been listening to this song over and over again. I really love this song. Really meaning full... related to the current issue that all people around the world know... Read it, and feel it, you will understand how it feel.. God Bless everybody!
Song by: Black Eyes Peas feat. Justin Timberlake
Title: Where is the love
What's wrong with the world, mama?
People livin like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world's addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that'll bring the trauma
Overseas ya we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the U.S.A, the big C.I.A
The bloods & the crips, and the KKK
But if you only got love for your own ways
Then you only leave space to discriminate
To discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate, then you're bound to get irate
Madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Man ya gotta have love, this'll set us straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate, to the love ya'll
Chorus-
People killin
People dyin
Children hurt and
Women cryin
Will you practice what you preach
Or would you turn the other cheek
Father father father, help us
We need some guidance from above
These people got me got me questionin
Where is the love?(love)
Where is the love?(the love)
Where is the love?(the love)
Where is the love, the love, my love
It just ain't the same
old ways have changed
new days are strange, is world insane?
if love and peace is so strong
why are there pieces of love that don't belong
nations droppin bombs
chemical gasses fillin lungs of little ones
with ongoin sufferin, as the youth die young
so ask yourself, is the lovin really gone
so I can ask myself, really what is going wrong
with this world that we livin in, people keep on givin in
makin wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
not respectin eachother, deny thy brother
a war is goin on but the reason's under cover
the truth is kept secret, and swept under the rug
if you never know truth, then you never know love
where's the love ya'll? (i don't know)
where's the truth ya'll? (i don't know)
and where's the love ya'll?
Chorus
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
as I'm getting older, ya'll people gets colder
most of us only care about money makin
selfishness got us followin the wrong direction
wrong information always shown by the media
negative images is the main criteria
infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
kids wanna act like what they see in the cinema
whatever happened to the values of humanity?
whatever happened to the fairness and equality
instead of spreading love we spreadin animosity
lack of understandin leading us away from unity
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin under
that's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin down
It's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin under
gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
now ask yourself
Chorus till end
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